i wanted to drive by your house today. just to pass by and say hi. but i was sure that if i did all the memories would overwhelm me, rushing out of my mind, fogging my vision and tingling all the way down to my fingertips and feet, making it impossible for me to continue steering or otherwise. i would pull over to have a good cry, the one i haven't let myself have since i came home for you.i even made myself stop at your funeral, i couldn't let the saddness take over because our friends needed something else from me then. perhaps next time i'm out that way i should just go by and get it over with.
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