i'm afraid:
of growing up and being bored with life. of sitting across the table from my significant other and not having anything to talk about. or walking eight feet apart on the sidewalk. of not being able to laugh at myself. of never finding a love that lasts. or of not feeling secure in that love. of settling. of falling for you anyway. of my someday children hating me. of losing people i love to their pain and addiction. that recently i've compromised my values to make those around me feel better about themselves. of people meeting me and not recognizing god in my eyes. of never going after what i want most. of apathy. and procrastination. of wasting any day because each is a gift. and of letting myself chase after happy.
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